Post #3: I hate having Arthritis

"Wherever you go, no matter what the weather is, always bring your own sunshine." By Anthony J. D'Angelo. Sometimes I ask god "why do I have Arthritis? is this going to bring anything productive into my life? No! I hate having Arthritis! I suffer all the time when I have to take my medicines to control and prevent the cartilage inflammation. I am too young to have that. How is it possible that sixteen year old teenager has to think first about the consequences on things like exercizing or doing whatever a teenager normaly does. Why I can’t be normal? With no pain, no swelling, stiffness, and limited movement. Sure, I have to admit that having Arthritis is not a big thing comparing it with other dieses, but I am sick of taking medicines all the freaking time and missing school just because I have to go to the doctor and see how I am feeling with the medicine. I DON’T LIKE AT ALL! I just want to have good health, and not to look at my hands and see what arthritis is doing to me. I remember when I asked the doctor “When can I stop taking the medicines?”  and she looked me with creepy eyes “YOU HAVE TO TAKE IT FOR EVER”  when the doctor told me that, I freaked out. How I am going to take those medicines forever? Arthritis is something that will stay in your system for long as you live, and the medicines help control it. This is my life, and I know that god gave me this condition for something. I just wish I knew why...